Acceptance
It’s taken me a while to get to this point. I started this blog years ago and at one point I even took it down. I wanted to do a post every month but sometimes when I had no photos to share and I felt like I had nothing to say, I shrugged it off. A lot of it was also my own insecurities, thinking who am I to do this? Who cares what I think or what I have to say or share? I guess that’s like social media it’s there for people who want to consume but if you don’t want to participate or consume you don’t have to. At this point I just see it as an outlet for my soul and my creativity. I love writing and expressing myself in a variety of ways.
Now more than ever I am connected to myself and it feels like things are just flowing out of me. I’ve decided to embark on doing the Artist’s Way course and I am so excited to see what kind of creativity it sparks in me. It’s a bit of a commitment but I signed up for a in person workshopping course to keep me accountable. I feel like the best part of all the mediating and self reflection I’ve been doing in recent years has made me just accept the person I am and how I work. To be honest, I highly doubt I would’ve been able to complete the course without another person to talk to about it or work on it with. It’s just how I am, I love doing things socially, it brings me joy and it’s fulfilling. I love going to classes and learning and having other people around. It’s just who I am. I finally just accept myself.